This photograph depicts a perfect memory for you
Honestly I couldn’t disagree with what you do.
I’m fighting off these demons that control my destiny
Fighting off the love I thought you might’ve had for me.
Just so you can see, I haven’t changed so drastically.
I’m still the same guy who claimed to hate you sarcastically.
I see your number in my phone and resist the urge to call
When I lay in bed at night, our past just climbs right up the walls.
Your happiness is all I want but it’s all I’ve ever feared
Because your happiness includes a world that I’m not welcome near.
It’s harder every year. Every tear. Every beer.
Thought that if I changed perspective things would become clear.
Three years ago I never would’ve pictured life like this,
Staring to the driveway and its your car that I miss.
You’ll never read my love for you, you’ll never understand
I would’ve moved the mountains just to make you a happy man.